Firefly night


As the first few thousand palm trees whizzed by, I fell asleep, sticky and hot, and angled to benefit from the cool of the air vents, occasionally there would be a little dusty clearing with a rickety little bamboo house...

On and on and on... to a small collection of cafes and restaurants perched on stilts over the muddy river...strings of coloured lights swung gently in the movement of air, and enticement  of spices drifted from the kitchens, promising  food, freshly cooked, delicate and wonderfully fragrant...a jumble of boats swung on the sluggish current as we ate, watching life at a pace we seem to have forgotten. my world seemed a lifetime away...

As the sky slowly darkened, the river was lit by straggly reflections across the murky surface, every line became softened, and the crickets and frogs started their nightly rock concert.. A quick adventure to the loo and we were off  in the now nearly dark, humid night...suddenly a car park... we parked, we stumbled along an unlit track full of holes and littered with stones, great in skimpy sandals, which were the only thing I could wear, my feet, having swollen three sizes...

emerging under lights hung haphazardly in trees, we were given tickets, ancient life jackets, and hustled to a rocky jetty which bent alarminly as disembarking passengers came ashore...then it was our turn.

I found my self in a narrow boat, poled from the stern, we swirled out of the pooling light into the deep darkness, silence like a hot blanket enveloped us, the water was so close I could feel it slip past, I could see tangled bushes on the bank, the moon came out, and suddenly the call to prayer floated over the air, the sweet rise and fall of notes leaving me close to tears..the oars creaked and dripped drops with every rhythmic stroke, lulling my stunned senses,

round the next bend clouds of fireflies danced in the blackness of the bushes, somehow intensifying the silence,  mesmerising, and unforgetable. I wanted to stay in the boat, to dream, find space, and so it was, for a while, but of course we had to turn back.

I don’t suppose one can ever repeat the thrill of a first time, only keep the memory. Some nights when I stand on the lawn and see the hugeness of my sky and  listen to the singing of the stars, I think of that swirling muddy river on the other side of the world, where fireflies dance in the dusk as the moon comes up, and the call to worship fills the air....


pim claridge