this is my place


I stood on the edge of the great rift valley
laid like a soft coloured carpet that stretched into the mists
at the worlds end...such space... such sky... such silence...
it was as if every dream and every story ever told was stitched
by loving hands, in soft threads of mist- muted purples and greys,
pale greens and gentle stone browns... an eagle hung in the lazy air, and a lift of breeze brought only warmth to my skin.
maybe this was this what I was looking for... that sense of place?


In malaysia I sat in blistering sun, on a rock high above the tea
plantations,which grow like corduroy ribbing as far as you can see..I could hear chimes from the small pink temple below. and see the tea pickers moving slowly along the rows, their voices hanging in the heat..but..was this what I was looking for? the place?


there were the hours in a small boat in mangrove swamps. wrapped in heat sapping silence, with only the sound of mud bubbles and shifting roots, and small unseen animals. mysteriously green light filtered down on the muddy water... there was no world outside. no sense of place.
no, this was not my place...


days wandering the back streets of vienna, where small shops display voluptious silk ball gowns and cobweb gossamer shoes to dance with a prince at a viennese ball. the scent of coffee drited from windows, someone was playing mozart, the waterfall ofnotes tumbling down the narrow steet...I drank coffee sitting on plush red velvet chairs. shopped in delight of adventure and quest... but moved on, to another place...


then... being soaked to the skin, running the rapids on the curling blackness of the Zambesi river, and lunch on a small beach shared by crocodiles, and chugging gently up the river at sundown, watching night drop along the banks and over the grasslands. hearing the night song of Africa across silvered water. this indeed brought sense of place...


and exhilaratingly happy hours in scottish hills and forests racing huskies down rutted tracks with rattling rigs, while the dogs
delight filled the air with a spine tingling excitement from another world, a wilder world, closer to my place...?


and so to Cessford, the old border fort where the wind whistles through
empty windows, through doors and round corners and away over
the green patchwork of fields... sheep graze on the green, trees make shade, every stone holds a tale... set on the hilltop, aloof, composed. rich in its history, my ancestors lived here, stealing sheep. pillaging, defending their own. this is my place....!


pim claridge